Counting down the days until I leave to walk across the country for Allie - 47 and some change! I'm not a person that suffers much from anxiety but here lately, with everything going on, with everything that needs to be prepared, I find myself boiling in ANXIETY. I feel guilty for even admitting to this as I can only imagine what other people in this world go through on a daily basis that is way more serious than my BS. "Man up" is what I say to myself as their problems are reality compared to your weakness. The self talk helps in the long run whereas this is just the battle before the war. 47 more days!